I was Thinking of How I Would Regret this Day!!

          I was thinking of how I would regret this day. 

         How I choose silence, and how it would become soo annoying, because it is. 

       Then I would wish for this same noise, but it would never come back again, and I would regret shutting it up.. Because it can never be back, like the person who made it, just because I wanted to. And i would miss it, like how I miss the rain when it's summer. Like how I would miss Halloween, when it's Christmas. 

         And the noise others would make will just be, like humming in my ears, never reaching me, a distant sound too far to be heard nor understand. And i would hate myself, hate it like how I  hated that person who made the noise. And then, would regret hating that person, because I could never come to hate him. 

          Because I wanted to treasure him, because, I loved him since I was born, because I cared for him, and always will.., forever. And there's no one like him in this world. And because i can't go back time and change the things I've done. And because he can't be here with me forever.

So, I was thinking of how I would regret this day.

Ku Cha :)

When you like someone does it always have to be mutual?

I like you and I don't know you are two different cases, so why would it be required?

Can't I just like you because I do? why do I have to force myself you're just an illusion? why do I embarrass myself when you're just an infatuation? why do I like you without any reason?.

Why can't I know you? I hate to think of the reasons why?why?

I thought liking someone is a happy feeling, but why does it require soo many things. I just want to see you,  maybe once in a month, or a week, a while, or just everyday.

If you are you, then I can be me.

I don't know what love is but just seeing you, negates every reasoning I do.

Maybe I like you after all, even if I don't know you, even if we don't have memories to share, even if we haven't actually met,  even if i can just watch you from afar, even if...

I earned FIVE PESOS

It is not obvious that it's PAY DAY.

When my father got home from work, he had some food with him. We we're watching anime then, he came in and placed the foods he bought.

He lit the stove and began to heated some water, he came to me and asked me to buy him coffee, yea that instant powdered coffee.

 Apparently, we we're watching anime so i firmly declined, really i just want a tease.

His next move was up until now, a mystery.., yea yea, i know right..okay it's not a mystery.

He added another five pesos for me to have.

WAHAHAH..after that shocking event, my sister went off laughing so hard...yea..don't forget me too...

I went to buy him the coffee eventually.

And soo..i earned my five pesos..

Seems Like the Next Day

I forgot okay..,haven't checked this blog like eons.

Soo..how are you?

Me, fine! just drooling 'round..yeah, I have become more bitter, it's not a question though, and don't forget my glare, I had a very essential and effective practice.

It seems like i had waited for another year, just so I could title this with it's title XD <heh>

SLURPEE!! my latest tour.

I know I'm not attractive...bt well!! yeah the pic is me, so you know.

We went to Ayala to buy the books, the ones obviously hanging in my arms. good stuff there. like yesterday.., like this day..^^