I was Thinking of How I Would Regret this Day!!

          I was thinking of how I would regret this day. 

         How I choose silence, and how it would become soo annoying, because it is. 

       Then I would wish for this same noise, but it would never come back again, and I would regret shutting it up.. Because it can never be back, like the person who made it, just because I wanted to. And i would miss it, like how I miss the rain when it's summer. Like how I would miss Halloween, when it's Christmas. 

         And the noise others would make will just be, like humming in my ears, never reaching me, a distant sound too far to be heard nor understand. And i would hate myself, hate it like how I  hated that person who made the noise. And then, would regret hating that person, because I could never come to hate him. 

          Because I wanted to treasure him, because, I loved him since I was born, because I cared for him, and always will.., forever. And there's no one like him in this world. And because i can't go back time and change the things I've done. And because he can't be here with me forever.

So, I was thinking of how I would regret this day.