HOW

How do you begin to move?
Try staying in the same position
Watch people come and go
Watch happy faces
Watch couples
Watch the lights change
Watch jeepneys
Watch them
Watch everything
And remind yourself that it's not the end. It's just the chapter, not the book

How do you begin to move?
Try texting him that you will be waiting
Tell him where you are
Tell him you will be waiting, until he comes
Tell him you love him, beg, shed tears
Tell him you will wait.
Tonight
Tomorrow
Next year.

How do you begin to move?
Write your thoughts
Write whatever comes into your mind
Free your mind
Of him
Of his presence
Of his memories
Of his face
Forget him!

How do you begin to move?
Block his number
Change number
Forgive him
Whatever he's done he doesn't know.
Move on.

How do you move on?
Try staying in the same position
And tell him where you are
Write your thoughts
Then forgive him!
He will not come.
Move on.

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and this is how I waste myself!