Sunday, May 15, 2016

4:45 AM thoughts

"How are you?" he asked, through a text message. He was currently in their province.

Nt fine, bt you don't need to know. You don't need to hear. That I'm dying to hear your voice, that I missed you so much! That I want to see your face. That I want to feel your cool, calm, collected aura. Because it is too early. It is nt the right time.

You don't need to know, because, maybe they are right, I still need to contemplate on this really hard., 

I will try.

I don't know how. 

I've opened myself to you enough to want you to stay. Please. But I don't want to hurt you, or burden you of a mess that's me. I hope this were all a dream. And I'd wake up still having everything from the start."

No, him, no, you, just me.

Can't everything be that simple?



I told him I'm very fine. Another lie~





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from the start

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