It was a lie, when I told you we were already in a relationship with that person. It was a lie, when I did not reply to your last message 4.28.16. It was a lie, everything.
But I was happy with the result :)
I'm happy for you nam. You finally found your happiness!
As for me, I don't think someone would ever accept a broken, problematic, selfish, mean, rude person so maybe I'd just stay single and take care of my parents haha.
Hey nam, remember these? hahahah they still exist in my drive :D
This entry will be my last post about you. I don't know what to write anymore.
I was sad, when I read your post, I questioned myself, was I that bad, have I not given you happiness. Maybe I haven't. That is why I won't try to be in a relationship anymore. Because I destroy people. I don't know how to appreciate, to love and to care for them. I don't know anything.
Thank you tho, for showing this to me, it hurts but it's essential for me to learn. I have always thought that you won't give me the pleasure of being brokenhearted haha. But you did, so easily. When this is all over, I wish I'd have a chance to meet you again. In another circumstance, maybe another lifetime.
or in a parallel universe, let's meet again.. .let me show you what you've taught me ;)
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nagareboshii
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